Wednesday, June 21, 2006
WAke up earLy in tHe morning for my gym session wif shao hua n her friend as well as huiming.. I waS Late~lolx..cnt get a cab at all in the morning..heng at 8.55am a cab going hougang willing to drive me there.haha..reach there 5mins-10mins late.sorry everyone.. walk to gym n change n start wif our exercise..erm,while trying on the cycling machine, JOHN LOH walk to me n saY HI~~~~~~~
OMG~~thanks shao hua for saying tat he will b there.haha..anyway, its ok..jus paisei..haha.den talk to huiming ..awhile later try out on some stuff.YEAH.me without bloODy make up on my face.onli mascara.-_-!! kinda weird..N JOHN LOH saw IT.........OH GOSH!!! so dnt really dare to talk to him wif my naked face.haha.yeah.tried on the treamill when he was doing wt lifting..OMG~~ im DAMN SHAG..i hv nO energy sia..i keep on yawning at gym..hahaha..im tired... shao hua friend WAS DAMN FIT LOR..super fit...~ n huiming was DAMN cute~~~LOLX.i was laughing lor..
we will too tired n nthing to do,so me n her go cycle again..n she suddenly ask me smeting abt law...
she actually dnt wanna ask me, but she gt the intension of knwing it so i ask her jus ask me.im ok..den she say joyce tell her wat happen to me n law le..i say yup..LAw scold me in friendster.i then tell her yeah.im hving moOd swing without knwing it at all..i tink tat when i was too hyper n LAMe means i was hving a mood swing..actually infact, i dnt really knw when my mood was dwn..i jus knw tat everynite or when i was alone at hm n feeling bored, i was nt in a gd mood.but i dnt wanna go out at all..wanna stay at hm n relax..but ,my mood swing..KAOZ..dnt knw where the bloody hell i get tis freaking problem...
i tell ming tat although he treated me tat way, i still love him after the incident..she onli cn tink of tis sentence' love is blind'..YUP~ IM BLIND tat I FALL FOR HIM, he is neither handsome nor rich..n he has a F***ing moody SWING~~ he is a JERK..but, i still love him..OK~~ I FAN JIAN~~ no matteR hw hard i try to forget him, is tough..
being wif another guy, thought could forget law, although i also love him(nt LAW) , but, i still cnt..when i wif him i really wanna treat him gd..but,nO maTtEr hw hard i try to love him, i still cnt really feel the way he treat me too.sO nO neED to Drag..yUp! afTer Tat i really regret n wanna reStart n we did but, end again..BOth PArties tink taT it ReaLLy nt A Mus TO b .as we BTh WANNA different ting in life...
mayb thought of tat, n After SM time, i still tink LAw suits me more..n feelings for him had grow.. i love the way he(LAW) treat me when we are close.shopping,eating chating,smsing n laming..i love him..OK.im disgusting for saying tat...I tink i really desERVe it.. when he love me , i didnt wanna To Get TO knw him well, when i really fall for him, he think tat i dnt love him n he shld move on..Hai... IM super slow in tis type of ting..Nt WAt i waN TOO..i really wanna fall for someone i really love n wanna b wif ,instead of jus wanna get a bf i dnt like den jus b wif him rite.. wanna throw in deeply into a r/s is it wrong? hai..
the policeman tld me tat when tat time he tld me he love me ,he actually had a crush on me.but at tat pt of time im wif him..so i cnt fall for him.n after we ended...he ask me again.is jus nt the correct timing to start anOther one rite.. so onli few days ago, he tld me he knew i wldnt love him no matter wat he did,so he try his luck on his current gf n nw he get tis gf ..YA..c~~ nO MATtER HW HArd PPLE tried, i still sLOW IN TIS F***ing ting sia..
IM SLOWWWWWW~~~
hai...
i really nt suitable for Any R/s???
OK..nvm..i will try my best to get anOTher
or shld i b wif him again?actually, i wanna try again if he ask one more time,but i jus scare of smting..haI~(onli her n him knw abt it) hai
i wanna Get SOME hug~!!! i sms him n i hug him?????LOLX..LAME LOR..OK WATEVER..im despo.. LOOKing for a JOB to CHangE MY lifeSTYLe..
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__**u will always be the one i love**__
_**I LOVE U**_
6/21/2006 10:39:00 PM