Monday, May 29, 2006
YesteRDAy was a SAd Day FOr me once Again...
READ sOMeting Tat HURt me ONCE MORE~~
it WAs TOtaLLY A HarD ONe FOr me ...
remember the days we Had together,
TALKing,
crAPping,
n nw
ONLi MEMORieS tat WILL b KEPT wiF ME ForEver...
nO TURning BACK..
nO onE couLd reWInd EVERyting once more~
i mISS the time We HAd tOgether out AS friend..
bishan, novena square, united square ...
expo ,marina south...
miss eVEryting..
but, AftEr yEsTerday,
i sTarTEd tO hate it~
nthing couLd b REsOLve anymore..
he type out stuff to HurT Me ONce MORe...
tears rolled dwn My CheEKs endlessly once again
those hurting words KEpt on REcaLLed in my Mind..
even tILL nw i STILL cnT geT Over it..
tIs StABs was tOO hard n PAIN
the onli TIng I could do IS to LEt My sOrrOW gone wif my tears..
Hoping onE DAy it Was FULLy DraIn~~
"LOve is HURt"..nW i cn feEL it wif My HEart..
SO unBeaRabLE, hurting, TOturing n Breaking...
LOVe could B LOvely If u found YOur True LOve.. knOWing TAT he Is wIF u
LOVe u WHOLEheARteD~~
SHOWer WIF cARE
CONcERN
n
PAtients...
bUT~
if its didnT TURn OUt tis WAy,
it Was TOTALLY a feelinG of TAking at ROLLer COasTer.
It waS sO HAPPY n excited at the beginning..
bUT aFter eVEryting HAs ENDed,
It jus A GAMe TAT LEt u HAPPy thrilling fOR jus ONCE~~~~~
ONCe pAMPered, caRe, Love n ConcERn By someone who is DEarEst to u..
n NW, Hate, irritate,ignore, hurt n Breaking your heart~~~~
NThing CouLD AMend IT~~
nTHING~~~~~
time tO recuperate is the beST rite nw..
PRaying n hoping someone COuLD mend TIs Scar...
a shattered gLAss WILL hv CracK n FLAws nO MAtTER hW WELL it WAs mend...
but,AT LEAst sOMeone ELSe COuLd bring a NEw GLass wif NEw HOPEs n DREAMs ONCE more..
hope The neXT one nt GOing to hurt me anYmore,
jus treat me wif SINCeRity....
I MAyb baD at TIMes,
but Im nt TOtALLY tat inCOrrigibLe as WAt He SAy..
nw i finaLLY knw..nO matTEr hw u LOVE Them, Care for them, CONcern them
IS JUS TRAsh~~~~~~
nO ONe wouLD ApPReciate if wif THEir hearts...
thEY wiLL mind u regardless WAt u did for them..
Figure fOR guys IS SO IMPORtant~~~
they wILL saY harsh worDs to PUsh U awAY..
even They LIke u PReviously, need U dearly,
after SOmetime ,they would jus LEave u .. bOred wif u
i jus WAn tO find SOMEone WHO truELY LOVes me..
age doesnt MAtters,
nO neeD TO b HANdsome,
rich,
FIT,
or even wif transport..
jus sOMeone wHo wILLing TO LOve Me..
care FOr me,
concern,
Like me FOr who i am..
tat is WAt i waN..
iN TIS WOrLD IS therE anYONE????????
I DOUBT SO~~~
nO maTTer WAt..i cnnt DEcisive mYSELf anYMORE..
HE WOULDnt B BAcK TO ME..
LEAve COMPLETELy wif nO TURNING BACK
i wiLL try MY BEst TO fORgEt him
thanks pal for your support.sorry for tis LOng n naGGy entries..
I LOVE U ALL for THOse HELP ..
MUACKxxxxxxxxxxx
angela
__**u will always be the one i love**__
_**I LOVE U**_
5/29/2006 10:06:00 PM