Monday, January 09, 2006
today went to meet diana go do ic n go bugis....after tat we went to bugis....then we go find jess....she tld me lawrence jus left ...kao~!!he say he will look for her later on.....WTF~!!WHY~!! why i mus knw tat he is in bugis?! same timing~!! no need so qiao dE rite...i tld jess lawrence change hp number,but he tell jess he still using the same de.....WTF..... after tat i was totally no mood...ramen eat abt 6spoons....i dump more than half away.....then go walk walk....my mind keep on telling me, i cn c him de.......but,hai~!!then after tat at abt 7pm go find jess, after tat go buy stuff..then we go cafe eat.i eat chunk food.abt 8 small pieces 1 bowl of soup n ice mocha..tis is my dinner...unbelievable i eat so little whole day rite?i also cnnt believe..after awhile, my gastric achE~! i feel hungry,but when i wanna buy, i jus simply cnt put it in my mouth...i ache whole day........anyway,but abt 150 bucks of stuff.included food...nthin much






TIME paSSes TAT i knew tat u NO lonGER loVE me..
mayBe u ARe , but i dNT knW whY u arE avoid......
FAte really bring us togeTHer,tat we able to b at the same place,
but WHy dnt u jus simply appear..
i dnt mind u telling HEY~!I DNT LOVE U~!!!
but pls let me knw.....
at least i cn move on........
is hurting pple is someting u like?
i dnt knw....
i jus knw tat u are avoiding.....
when i knw tat u are presence today at somewhere,
i waS sad angry disheartened n irritated..
but, in real fact , i jus simply miss u..........
i dnt knw why,
even ivan n rest i also dnt feel it tat way....
why are u the one who is hurting me......
i really wan to get over it...
pls pls pls~!!tell me cn.
i need a shoulder to lean on.....im far too sad.....
i wan to cried out loud......
i dnt wan a friend...
i jus a guy who simply love me n i could fall in love wif.....
i knw myself i cnt bring over it,i onli cn if i really fall in luv again....
but im really waiting for him...
will u ever appear infront of me?
__**u will always be the one i love**__
_**I LOVE U**_
1/09/2006 11:58:00 PM