Tuesday, January 10, 2006
HEY~!!thanks DArren..yesterdaY let me say out wat i wanna say..really very sad yesterday...thanks ar....yesterday yong hwen recomment a job to me..work at jurong pt.....6bucks per hr, for a day onli......I wanna work at there coz he stay there,but yesterday i really very moody..so i declined him..SORRY~!! then today went to PS wif joyce then after tat we went to boon lay jurong pt walk walk.....2days constantly walking,shopping, my right arm is pain..... coz im carrying a bag wif me...hahaha.......anyway, im ok rite nw.actually , i find tat the more i wanna c him, the more i cant c him at all..like yesterday, without thinking for seeing him, he actually appear.....but, i didnt c him wif my own eye...anyway, im running away..i dnt knw wat i wan..i knw i c him i will b moody,sad,fustrated..but...........i jus hope to c him... in fact,if he appear infont of me, i also dnt knw hw im going to react............SLAP?? WALK OFF?? HI?? or CRY infront of him...i dnt knw.....nw then i knw hw difficult to forget someone i really love instead of crush...is totally different.........anyway, i tink i cn get over it..but, cn he pls appear infront of me telling me sTraight to my facE????? PLS~!!im tirED~!!!!!!
__**u will always be the one i love**__
_**I LOVE U**_
1/10/2006 10:04:00 PM