she will be back tomolo.so great!=) I WANNA MEET MY DY for dinner for sure..i know she not feeling very great.=( CHEER up girl..
i going to get my NEW HP TODAY=)wahahaha!!! N95 8GB or N95..but mostly will get the 8gb coz is In Black..everyone who knw me shld knw tat well.=) went back to scanteak to work..SAT N SUNDAY gt a customer very irritating..HE DIDNT show me attitude at all but he very WELL MANNER..BUT!!!!!!!!!!!! he been irritating me for 4hrs on sat, 2hrs on sunday-_-!!! he been changing item but of coz when he change the cost increase=Xhahahaha.means i earn much more commission for sure...
but i dnt like pple change n change their orders and keep on askin me got new item to intro him so he cn buy ant..HE IS FROM SINGHEALTH getting a GOLD CARD, AS wat i knw, aLL govt job staff get 2 time bonus , 1 in july 1 in dec. and the amt is 1.5 if im nt wrong! since he got so much bonus why still irritated me=( but good things is tat he is very polite..ar bo u will c me showing damn irritating face to him and ask him to go. as u all know my type, i dnt like den dont come bother me coz i dislike!
back to the main thing..
enjoyable day with shuang n my friend ming.. back to the past like wat i use to be with shuang.but hope nothing will happen again coz i treasure her alot... i dnt find a need to think abt the past ESPECIALLY I dnt knw wat i did too..zzz
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
this will be last entry.i been wanna type this out long ago..
1 GUY told me tat nv believe someone too much although u treat her like your sister. She is someone tat dont seems to be that innoncence as u think.
but my ans to him..' no matter wat u say i choose to believe her coz she is my best pal . so dnt bother to tell me .'
after this sentence i block him and delete him till now.
WHY The one i choose to believe throughout turns out to be so different?
WHY all of us tell her not to do it and she choose to do it?
WHY Put all the blame to me?
WHY She choose to believe the new guy instead of her friend tat willing to travel all the way down to meet her for a dinner or watsoever ?
why she choose to believe a jerk?
WHY she gang up with pple i knw to say something mean?
BTW, DID I FORCE U TO BE WITH HIM AT ALL!!!!!!!?
DID I ASK U 1 LAST TIME WHETHER IS HE THE ONE??
DID I wish n hope u n him will be happily ?
DID I TELL U BEFORE I WAS CLOSE TO HIM!!!!?
DID he got evidence of me PESTERing him asking u abt u n him?
dID I DO TAT!!!??????!!!!!!
I DIDNT !!
i dnt knw WAT THE FUCK the guy told u..i dnt knw why the other 2 also join in the conversation on saying bad abt me..
alot of pple been telling me she seems like not a simple girl as u tink..BUT I DNT GIVE A DAMN LOR!!!! i still treat her my best bud..
i knw she will say YAYAYA.. AS if we are? U MAKE MY LIFE IN A MESS WHEN U TELL ME WE ARE cLOSE FRIEND OR WATSOEVER?
But DID U EVER THING OF SOMETHING WE BEEN TELLING U ALOT OF TIME INCLUDING THE REST!!?
we been telling u nt TO be with him.he not someone easy as u tink.he is not good..he is...... WE been saying it TONS n TONS of time..but u still choose to be with him.SINCE U CHOOSE it den we jus wish u all the best.when u not feeling gd and quarrel with him and u will tell me... DEN!!! u tell me le i tell u my advise den say i force u to do ... WAT THE FUCK IS THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone gt their brain to think and analyse. WE ONLI CAN GIVE ADVISE!! THAT IT!!! so if 'A' give the comment on wat she feel to 'B' doesnt mean that 'B' MUST FOLLOW rite?
SOMEmore i MENTION 1 LAST TIME
!!! I DIDNT TALK TO HIM BEFORE HE TALK TO ME AT ALL!!!!!!!!!! LAst thing to clarify, he gt pass things BUT TAT DOESNT MEAN THAT ME N HIM IS CLOSE .coz i WAS FORCE TO TAKE TAT THING!! PLS GET THING CLEAR!! I DIDNT EAT A SINGLE TABLET HE GAVE ME!! COZ I DNT TINK IT CAN HELP OR wat and infact i felt like a POISON TO ME TAT HE WANNA POISON ME..watever it is, HE TLD ME TO BECAREFUL OF U 2 WHEN i didnt contact u all at all WHEN I DNT EVEN BOTHER TO TALK TO HIM AT FIRST.. AND WAT I HEARD from the 5th PARTY she mention tat TAT FUCKING GUY tell them to BECAREFUL OF ME. DNT U TINK SOMETHING IS AMISS?
ANYWAY, WATEVER i say also no use.i dnt even bother to ask, help or wATsoever!i onli knw,friends will come n goes when they mean to be.u choose to believe tat jerk den SO BE IT!
i feel the ache when i knw even till nw i been tinking wat the fuck is the whole thing. MY bf tell me dnt bother abt it..YEAH i did.but when recently i knw someone is being threatened by the JERK AND i wanna to help.....BUT!! something is holding me back.
ANYWAY, FRIENDS ARE NOT WAT U FEEL WHEN U TINK THEY ARE YOUR CLOSE FRIEND COZ THEY WILL STAB U FROM BACK WITHOUT KNOWING IT. I DNT KNW WAT WILL U ALL FEEL WHEN C TIS BUT I DNT BOTHER LE. THIS BEEN HOLDING ME BACK FOR VERY VERY LONG..ABOUT MONTHS?!!!!
Btw u are old enough, u shld be able to analyse that since the day he get to know u and us, he been doing alot of thing to break the friendship between all of us.. 挑拨离间is the BEST WORD TO Use.. im the first one being kick out of this 'GAME' COz tat the period of time he know i dislike him by saying him like PERVERT!!!! REMEMBER THIS!!! YEAHS !! TILL NOW HE STILL A PERVERT TO ME!! i jus choose to forget it coz mayb 人不可貌相。BUT THIS TURNS OUT TO BE A BIG NONO!!
watever u feel, i also dnt knw wat to make u change your thinking.
LAST but not least, till now i still glad i knw u as a friend tat i once very very close with coz i indeed had a great time with u when we are very close.
[ my last entry]
__**u will always be the one i love**__
_**I LOVE U**_
4/15/2008 11:17:00 PM